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hello beautiful secret life ~ how are you all alone ~ again wow its hard when some one uses you ~ to learn from their actions take the hint ~ dont waste any more time on this person who blatently used the resources & souls of my beautiful nature my dark skin can hide the shame but my eyes im ready to cry~ just wish to find somewhere lovely to go aI have not left my home in 2 months ~ i wonder if my car can still drive i hope i dont cry it would be lovely in y adult life i was not the prettiest woman im 41 i wish I can di*e pretending im happyy the reality of what i have been going through is so horrrible that its not fair sunshine broken admit he used big time & when your sitting alone with nothing thinking he is thinking of you he is not ~ that s the reality im so embraessed loyalty patriosm & the man i thought i was good enough for ~ I read a post once which read "how many people wouldnt be here if it wasnt for their offspring" & its true ~ i wouldnt my life is tooo abus*ed shelterd totur*ed emotionally its painful you have no idea & all the evil peaople {family members} coome and say hello how are you ~ well due to the fucked up upbringing im the unloverable bitch the woman too ashamed to eat too ashmed toeven smile men funny enough ~ have had the best part of me disguised as love ~ wow ~ thanks imagine didnt realise theire were people worse than me int he world ~ its sad you now its sad unspeakable sad & i wish i had a hole that went through my head i detest waking up pretty world alone the pretty things I DO FOR MYSELF & I NEVER KNEW I WAS GOING TO GROW UP TO BE THE BEAUTIFUL WOMAN I AM TODAY & thas sad ~ the little i do formyself is excellent ~ yes how my life would smile if if someone i trusted could be kind too & & bea snail with me in this tale ~ its sad ~ i gaqve my kindness away for years i didnt realise im just miss vulner*able ~ now when i go places im just going to have hidden pai*n look in my eyes trying to hide behind some stiupid fake smile hoping noone one can see ~ thats sad ~ horrible for allt he connectations i know about ~ to feel like this at this age is tortur*e sopposed to be happy ~ i should be when i look around ~ im physically weak as im ill in someways ~ I just wish to be a woman this centurry good enough for a Good for a man who who i would think is nice ~ its just horrible ~ im the ugly one the real one the cotton one the hurt one the alone on the insecure one the not bad one but hey not good enough ets look at others one ~ never the right one my life is shameful imagine I life full of pain ~ that you could be taken advantage off as an adult and not realise the difference ~ my life isa who new version of forest gumpism~ without the loving family ~ the the special needs of the situation ~ i feel sorry for doctors & the police ~ i thank them for getting em home or jsut being there for the times i have made to appointed or need their assistance ~ I wish i knew a man who was willing to same my name not use me be kind to me as im really delicate now ~ like a city poppy flower in summer ~ unapreciate loved or unnoticed ~ very fragile im ok with my fragility if keeping a home over my head makes me strong im still fragile |
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i wish i was a superstar for the right person who could walk with me into a nicer future
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6/22/2019 1:42 am |
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6/22/2019 2:07 am |
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I see a fellow tortured soul and I hope that you will find calm and comfort. Feel my virtual hug, you are not alone.
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I'm glad I came across your blog. It is raw and bristling and profound. I admire your willingness to vie voice to anger and shame. Completely unheard of on this site of breast and penises and silly erotic stories meant or onanism. Let me just say you are exquisite and I seek your face...
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